amour propre

I was on a hiatus because of the MUET ,and pardon me.

I proudly declare that i had already finished my Malaysia University English Test this morning.It went well and all i can say is,Lydiana,I am so proud of you girl. 

Apart from that,guess what? My semester one Foundation in Law exam result was already out yesterday.I was shaking in fear as i waited patiently for the email to come.God knows how scared i was when the clock strikes midnight.One by one of my friends received their exam result by email and the thought of i might be the next definitely sent a shiver of fear down my spine.I don't remember the time but it was around 12.30am yesterday when i got the email.

Too afraid to opened it because there's a big chance that i'm gonna faint .I calmed myself down and whispers these three words "Thank You Jesus." I opened it and saw the grades of all my seven subjects.

Managed to get a GPA of 3.0 above. At that moment,all i want to do is jump and scream and i feel like flying.I was so happy that no words came out of my mouth,just a smile curved on my lips and in silent i thanked God for what He has given me.I sacrificed a lot to succeed in my semester one.I came and gave my all,and you see,hard works paid off.

Mum Dad ,i did it.

I have a wide smile on my face and literally can't go to sleep.Friends congratulates me and although i know my result might not be as good as some people,i do not feel devastated,even the slightest.One of my friend congratulates me and said that i am so lucky to get this good result because it is only semester one and i managed to get 3.0 pointer above,plus law course is not easy.I was motivated by her words and i promise myself that i will do so much better in next semester.

Now,i really can't wait to go back to my university and i am eager to start studying and finish my second semester which is also going to be my last semester in Foundation in Law.I have to work harder for next semester so that i can further my Degree next September.Amen to that.

Almost all of my friends are having their semester break now.Their holiday is a bit late from mine but their holiday is until Christmas,unlike mine,i have to go back to my university on 1st of December.We are planning for a little reunion gathering,to meet up and oh i can't wait! Talking about this made me miss them already.Another three weeks and i have to start my Semester Two.Will leave my hometown once again but it's okay,i'm not going to be homesick,not anymore.Got used to it already.

Moving on,i found it kinda annoying when some random strangers texted me and ask me my name and all those yada yada stupid questions.There are a few numbers that been mentally harassing me with their foolish attempt which has somehow cause me to fired up and had wasted my time.First things first,dude i am not interested in you.Second,I am not like other girls who would easily fall for your bullshit.Third,where the hell did you get my number from?Fourth,you texted me first but then you asked for my name and insisted on not telling yours.

Looks like you are trying to play games with me.Okay,let's play.Since i don't want to put up with your bullshits and yes i don't want to be bother by any boys,how about i give away your numbers to other girls?Because i personally believe that there are many girls out there who are dying to have boys to text with.But no,not me.Told ya,im different.So dude,you're in?

Ohh i just remembered,i don't have to ask you,since i already gave your number to two girls.So,good luck ;)

Therefore,i set up a rule that none human beings should bother me with your bullshits because trust me,i can bring some bad luck in your life.I'm sorry for being arrogant but truth be told,it is not my problem ,it's yours ,for being such a retard and expecting me to play along with your game.

Bastard,go get a life.