burden equals to pressure.

Its been quite a long time.Blog has been neglected and was being left,how sad.It's not my fault really.I was busy each and every day even on weekends.Too caught up with college's life.Frantic part is even when I am  already done with classes and all,I still have heaps of shit to get done and I am literally rushing because time is moving too fast and I am afraid of not being able to catch up.I don't have much time to go online and all.I even stopped playing games and this is killing me.At the end of the day I always go to bed feeling awfully jaded as hell.I don't want to brag about this but yeah i am freaking tired every day.Despite the fatigue that I experienced every single day,I still have fun most of the time.I laugh,I fool around,I study,I go out,I do what i have to do and what i want to do.Talking about 'I do what i have to do and what i want to do',there is a huge difference between this two.There are times when I do things because i have to not because I want to,and this will usually result in not a good way,like what i expected it to be.This is because if we do something,like for example,doing assignments,if you don't like what you are doing,you don't have passion for it,and you feel like as if a huge burden are being place on your shoulder,you will end up with nothing but pressure.You will do stuffs just for the sake of finishing it and not because you really want to learn.As what my father told me a long time ago,when I told him i couldn't do this and that,he told me these magic words,that i will always remember."Don't assume it as a burden,instead assume it as an obligation." I understand what he told me.All these times,when I was given difficult task ,I feel like its a burden to me and my mind told me that it would be impossible to get it done in time.Funny how the word burden itself signifies terror,hardship and we feel uneasy at the thought of carrying this burden with us.Father told me in doing something,assume it as an obligation.Obligation is a commitment to a responsibility.When we do something,like going to class and all,if we set in our mind that we are morally bound to attend this class and assume that this is our responsibility as a student,we will never feel the slightest bit of pressure because we never label it as a burden to us.Now there she goes blabbering about some boring stuffs.Pardon me but i do hope that in a way it could motivate you like how it keeps me going.Told you that I've been busy,mentally and physically exhausted with all the things that happened to me lately.I have to get this and that done,I did lots of task and the list goes on.And remembering what my father told me,I did everything because i want to do it and not because i have to.Trust me,the satisfaction of finishing a task with passion could never be compared to doing a task just for the sake of finishing it and assuming it as a burden.And I did everything ,learning to do everything with passion and feeling oblige to get it done.