amour propre

 I’ve been known to be akioromantic, so will it be the same with you? Would the feelings grow or would they cease to exist? Would this affection turn into romance-repulsion?Or am I just in love with the idea of you? Am I unintentionally using you as an outlet to throw my affection on?  I told you my feelings were affectionately platonic despite the still present feelings .And other times I only want your company and nothing else. 

So is this a queerplatonic sort of love? 

Maybe.

 Perhaps queerplatonic is all I’m capable of being.