Saturday, June 23, 2012

so far,i'm doing good.


A bit scared,anxious and unsure during first week here.The beginning is always the hardest,i know this.well,its my second week here,and i finally allows excitement to overshadow all of those emotions.and i surprised myself at how i see things differently now,i manage to crawl out of my insecurities feelings about everything and here i am,eager to learn more and meet more people. the problem that i had when i first came here,i have to admit that i have always been rather quiet because it was hard to talk to people who have different slang of language. There were lots of people here that came up to me and tried to be friends with me,but i would easily forget their names afterwards. When we passed again and they called out my name,i would usually reply with a wave and a simple "hi".I would try to keep any conversation to a minimum because i felt awkward. Things started to change as i finally manage to made myself accept this new environment,which is far more different than my hometown.

 i fed myself up with books and sometimes i forgot to take my meals,this is a bad thing. Fret not,i always hang out with my friends on weekends and i usually eat a lot :D ohh my oh myy,thats not a good thing either. 

i decide to grow my front hair.i'm sick of keeping my front fringe ,i want side bangs :D wheee.does it suit me? 

Studying ,for me is quite hard i must say. So far,i'm still trying to catch up with every subjects. I tried to focused during each classes and studied back on notes after each class ended.i'm still unsure about the right way to study,because university is different than school.Unlike school,i have to depend fully on myself if i want to excel in my October exam soon.

I'm one of the participant in SUKMA Pahang whee :D the lucky ones were chosen to perform during opening and closing ceremony.i'll post about it soon .

i'm going back to my hometown on August for Hari Raya. can't wait!

lots of topics in one post,messed up,i know,pardon me.

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