Counting the days.

Hello People.

I did mentioned in my previous previous previous post that i will go back to my hometown during Raya which is on 18th of August.Words can't describe how happy i am .Its been almost two whole months or less i'm here.Life here is different and i see myself change as time goes by .I met people,i made friends,i went to places here and there and i learn things that i never would've thought i would learn.I got used to this place and i love being here.But somehow,there were times when i stared out at the sky at night and realize how much i miss my home,my family.I tried to be strong but i have to admit that i can't be that tough because i did cried every time i think about my family.There were many times when i really wanted to call my parents or siblings just to say hi,but i ignored that intention because i know the minute i hear their voices,i would literally cry.Most of my Peninsular friends are lucky because they can go back home to be with their family every weekend,and i can't help but feeling jealous of them.I felt sad every time i saw them packing their bags and were so happy to go back home during the weekend.Sometimes,i wish i can do the same thing like them but i can't.Sabah is too far away and it's impossible for me to go back there for just two days during the weekend.It's not easy.I just finished video-call with my family via Skype.And i really wanted to cry,my tears were welled up in my eyes but i tried to hide it with silly conversation with my siblings.Oh i miss them so much.While typing these words,i feel like crying already.I can't wait to go back home,another two weeks,i'm going home.

Life of a law student.This two weeks will be a torture for me,for sure.So far,i have three freaking assignments to do,two freaking presentations and three freaking tests to take.Freaking awesome,damn it.But fret not,i have arrange my time wisely (hah as if) .I have no class next week from Monday to Wednesday,so yeah you can say that i have pretty much enough time to finish all those freaking works and i don't have to worry about anything.Hereby,i made a promise to myself that i will be strong for the next two weeks.A reward for all these hard works is i can go back to Sabah and meet my family.

MUET. i registered to take mine at my former school ,SM Ken Hwa Keningau.i'm still not ready for it.i need to do lots of practice on reading,listening,writing and speaking.I have to obtain at least Band 4 in order for me to further my studies in Degree in Law.Lydiana,you can do this,yes you can.

okay ,thats all people.i guess i won't have time to update my blog again any sooner.till then,let this smile be your perfect nightmare.