Hello creatures,bow down to me,i'm your master.
The semester break had started since last Friday.My semester one final exam was over. I went back to Sabah on last Saturday and met my parents in teary eyes.I'm home baby I'm home.
I had just finished my speaking test for the Malaysia University English Test ,in short we call it MUET. it went well and the group discussion turned out to be a war of words between me and the other candidate. We were opposing each other's points,so yeah we were actually arguing instead of discussing about the topic.Everything went well and i am truly overjoyed.I have another three tests which are the writing,listening and reading test next month.So,i have pretty much time to waste since i have three weeks before the tests.
I haven't figure out what to do during this long holiday.
I found it rather difficult to kill my free time since i have 24 hours a day.I sleep half the day so yeah i would make the other 12 hours useful.
I found it rather difficult to kill my free time since i have 24 hours a day.I sleep half the day so yeah i would make the other 12 hours useful.
I bought bunches of novels and i am planning to eat all of it soon.
Apart from that,i plan to play the guitar again.My guitar playing skills had lessen since i left it and went to Kuantan.
Apart from that,i plan to play the guitar again.My guitar playing skills had lessen since i left it and went to Kuantan.
Another thing is i want to play lots and lots of games and watch lots and lots of horror movies!
It has been four months i left this house.And all of my stuffs are left untouched.Well,i did went back here on August but i didn't have time to even look at all of my stuffs.So all of my old stuffs still there,as if waiting faithfully for me to come back.
Well,i've been thinking about throwing all of it away.The thing is,all of it made me remember back on my past,which i detest much.
I don't change,and i will never change.
Its just that some things needs to be fix in my life,some things needs to be thrown away and be forgotten.
Problem is,the forgetting part is not easy, I tried to let go,but i failed.
People said changes is good,as you are growing ,changes does happen and you can't deny that.
I need more time in letting go,because it's not easy.But eventually,i will.
I am happy because i am blessed.
There are no reasons on why should i be upset because everything is perfect.
The only thing that bothers me most of the time is about the past.
That's why they said,if i am not happy with it and still haunted by it,i should just let go.
Like i said before,i am better off alone. Because that's what makes me happy.
I am home,safe and sound,surrounded by my family and i am happy. I'm free to go anywhere i want,but instead i choose to be in my room with the darkness and whatever that lurks around.Horror movies and novels,what more can i ask for?
I have everything right here.
However,of course,i'm still mummy and daddy little girl,and i still need to do house chores and all but i'm not bragging about it,instead i'm loving it.I woke up every morning alone in this house because mum and dad go to work and my siblings go to school.
I locked myself up in my room most of the time.
But if you ever see me driving around the town,that's just probably me going out for a breath of fresh air.
However,i tend to be alone,i don't like crowded places full with strangers ,because it made me feel insecure.
Fret not,loneliness is my friend and i play well with it.
What a great life i have.
Hello,i am Anastasya. And in case you don't know ,that's my Christian name.
It has been four months i left this house.And all of my stuffs are left untouched.Well,i did went back here on August but i didn't have time to even look at all of my stuffs.So all of my old stuffs still there,as if waiting faithfully for me to come back.
Well,i've been thinking about throwing all of it away.The thing is,all of it made me remember back on my past,which i detest much.
I don't change,and i will never change.
Its just that some things needs to be fix in my life,some things needs to be thrown away and be forgotten.
Problem is,the forgetting part is not easy, I tried to let go,but i failed.
People said changes is good,as you are growing ,changes does happen and you can't deny that.
I need more time in letting go,because it's not easy.But eventually,i will.
I am happy because i am blessed.
There are no reasons on why should i be upset because everything is perfect.
The only thing that bothers me most of the time is about the past.
That's why they said,if i am not happy with it and still haunted by it,i should just let go.
Like i said before,i am better off alone. Because that's what makes me happy.
I am home,safe and sound,surrounded by my family and i am happy. I'm free to go anywhere i want,but instead i choose to be in my room with the darkness and whatever that lurks around.Horror movies and novels,what more can i ask for?
I have everything right here.
However,of course,i'm still mummy and daddy little girl,and i still need to do house chores and all but i'm not bragging about it,instead i'm loving it.I woke up every morning alone in this house because mum and dad go to work and my siblings go to school.
I locked myself up in my room most of the time.
But if you ever see me driving around the town,that's just probably me going out for a breath of fresh air.
However,i tend to be alone,i don't like crowded places full with strangers ,because it made me feel insecure.
Fret not,loneliness is my friend and i play well with it.
What a great life i have.
Hello,i am Anastasya. And in case you don't know ,that's my Christian name.
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