My ego and judgmental people.

I think if everyone just do anything without a care of what the rest has to say, there shall be more happiness.

I am saying this because before this I was a little girl who was too afraid of what people might think or say if i do this or that.

Sometimes,I felt like I was being caged by my own thoughts.

I couldn't do what i want because my mind won't let me. I was too afraid of

being judge,

being criticize,

being afraid of people noticing my flaws

and immediately being pointed out.I was too terrified that I choose to do things that would please people.As I grow up,I became used to people's perception on me,some are good ,some are bad,well they might not say it to my face but by the look that they gave me,I instantly know what they might say about  me if they were given a chance to do so.You see,it's not easy for me to completely ignore what judgmental people said ,it was hard.You have to accept and listen to what they have to say ,because there's a big chance what he or she is saying are true and does make sense.

People judge,you listen,if its for your good,then take it as an advice to be a better you.

However when people judge you badly even if you are not doing a wrongful act,why would you listen and feel sorry for yourself?

No princess,don't be too afraid of not being good enough for those people,

don't be afraid of those who said bad things about you.My dear,I have lived and survived my teenage years,back when my age was 13 to 17.Believe me,I've gone through a lot,more like the fiery depths of hell.There were people who judge,mocked,and even bullied me.There were people saying bad things about me,tried to lower my self esteem and wanted to kill me with mean words.I was afraid of them.

"What if I do this and they judge?What if they hate me for doing this?What will they say when I do this?" Those voices kept repeating in my head.

I was caged.

When I grew up ,I realize that I love myself even more.And the fact that I appreciate myself more,I develop my self ego.It's not something bad.

I am using my ego as a defensive weapon against judgmental people.

Think of this,if you have this egoistic attitude,you would feel that you are superior than everyone else,am I right?You would feel that none could question what you want to say or do because you have this ego,telling yourself that you are number one.I have ego.

I use my ego to trick my mind into thinking that I am great and awesome .

I am using my ego to trick my mind into thinking that there are no people that could take me down.

I am using my ego to trick my mind into thinking that I have power to choose to ignore what judgmental people want to say about me.

And I tell you this,that I am much happier ever since I develop this ego in myself.I am aware that ego will leads to self destruction but hey ,I am not using ego for pointless intention.

I have this ego because I choose to ignore what people want to say about me and just be me.

Develop some ego in yourself!Go out there,do what you want.Feel superior,feel like you are number one! Do more of what makes you happy.And the heck you care what people might say?If you are happy that way,then just ignore those big-headed garbage judgmental people.Just live your life to the fullest.

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something that I really want to say: of all the millions of people in the world, it is extremely difficult to find a person that would make a perfect mixture with who you are so if you have found that one person ,never let go.The rest doesn't matter. And I'm not only saying this for myself, it is something everyone should live by everyday.