breaking free from your resentment.

so today,we shall learn a word.You came across this word on rare occasions but you choose to ignore ,because admit it,ignorance is your best trait.The word is,forgiveness. Now sweetheart,how do you forgive and how often do you asked forgiveness from other people? You see,when it comes to the crusty behaviour of some people,have you ever gotten sick of waiting for things to get better just to see them get worse and soon you got fed up of forgiving over and over again?It takes a lot for a person to forgive others when after all these times all you ever did was forgiving for the same reason.Once is okay,twice is nice,thrice is damn,and when it exceeds more than what a person can take,you just kind of,explode.Have you ever feel like your heart is resilient and forgiving,but then,your mind causes you to think twice.You think,should I forgive this person again,for the million times they puts me into the misery shithole.Anger is what builds up everything,anger is an acid. I learnt that by refusing to forgive this person,I gained absolutely nothing. You know,sometimes,before you forgive other people,you have to first learn to forgive yourself for your past.Let go of the dumb things you did when you were younger that may have messed things up now.Your situation is not your fault. It is what you choose to do with it right this moment.  Know that you are not responsible for explaining your situation to anyone.You need to know that everything happens for a reason and there are reasons why people choose to leave a scratch on your body,only to leave it there to display it to everyone else,to show that we are lack of worth in the eyes of the world .Sometimes,it is hard to understand people all at once,choose to understand anyway.Understand that they have not yet gotten to this point and will most likely be immature and not respond correctly.Forgiving others is difficult. It can take a few hours to a few years. Let time take it’s course. And if you ever wondered,yes,forgiving is also to understand,to allow yourself to be responsible.Yes,the chaotic battle in your head has been played out and over played to the point of exhaustion but to forgive is learning to move on and to understand that if things aren’t meant to be they aren’t meant to be.You forgive,you've done your part,now walk away.When you are capable of forgiving, you are a better person for getting to this point, it was your decision to choose to forgive them. Block those venomous people in your life.When everything in the world is pivoted against you,regardless of time, this will always hurt a little bit.  You see,it would be easier if you just choose to walk away than having to deal with the constant urge of wanting to flee form the person because you can't take it anymore. I figured life has many lessons to teach me, and that this is just another experience and the lesson will come later .Who knows maybe one day I’ll be able to relate to the next unfortunate soul and become their comfort. Now that I have gotten past this,it taught to me how to respond when I am faced with various kinds of situations when I need to understand people,to always see the good in them,despite the fact that I sometimes got fed up because they crossed the line.However,I learnt from past experience that to be able to forgive is a God-given gift.To refuse to forgive will only makes things worse.They's do it all over again,but I tell you this,never let your value decrease by not forgiving when you should.Break free from all the resentments darlings,forgive.