i know better

i am the type of person who would get furious when you talk bullshit about my loved ones.You know,one thing about judgemental people is that,they judge and they think its totally fine,and they laughed.Later,the others join in,and laughter fills the atmosphere as I tried my best not to punch you in the face.As if,that stupid bullshit that they talk about your loved ones,is funny and they think they're a freaking comedian. I am not afraid to say that I would choose to stop hanging out with a group of people who loves pointing out other people's flaws,than to listen to all their crap,and ended up getting wounded just by hearing they mention the name of your loved ones and to mock the shit out of this person. This message,I have to convey to you.The amount of crap coming out of your mouth ,uncountable. Made me realize that,some friends are not even worth to be called friends. And by choosing to stick with these people who sends out negative vibes,I might as well leave.

Now sweetheart, I have something to tell.You see,being in love with someone takes courage and strength and every last second of energy when you're so tired you could pass out. However,falling in love with someone who you loved for their soul is easier than anything you've ever done.So easy that you will second guessed yourself so much.Loving someone means to still love them even when there were times,you fell and hit the bottom,upon reaching the bottom,there's nothing more that you want than just to dig deeper.It will never be enough,because you want to keep on loving that one person more and more,even if you reached the point where people would stop loving because they fell and finally reached the bottom,but you want to love more. Whether you find something or not,it doesn't matter because you're trying.Falling in love with that one person made you understand why so many people want to fall in love. Loving someone for their soul. That's what you longed for. and now you've found it. And I promise you wont regret it.Tell me,how amazing it is to finally found someone who has reached inside you and holds those innermost parts of you no one could find before.Let's be honest,there comes a point in your life,you need another soul to cling to. Someone who doesn't just know you, but wholly and completely understands you.Someone who you can trust, to put your soul at rest. To finally found that someone who you don't only want,but need.Someone who made you whispered to yourself, I need him,Lord I need him.That someone who understand even the dustiest corner of your mixed up soul.People might say,well she's just lonely,that's why she choose him.Let me tell you this,when you love someone,its because their soul inspires you,not because you’re interested in the relief from loneliness and companionship they can provide. Anybody can do that. But because,they made you a better person everyday than you were yesterday,They showed you how easy it is to erase all the blames you put on yourself and which you carried on your shoulders for years.They made it look easy for you to leave all of it behind,and walk away as a new person,a better person.Not just anybody can show you to yourself.Someone who will never judge everything you did in the past,someone who appreciates and feels lucky to have you,someone who made you smile when he talks about you being a part of his future.How wonderful is that.