amazing crowd of my own.

Just when I thought I will get better,it doesn't. It seems that I might still be bedridden . I am totally immobilized and I feel very unwell. My head hurts so bad that sometimes I slept for more than twelve hours. When I was out,I got tired easily and waves of nauseas kept washing over me everytime I tried standing up for more than five minutes. I lost my concentration and completely out of focus and mom suggested that it is best for me to stop driving for a few days. I've always been the hard-headed one,and still think its okay for me to drive,I thought there's no harm in that,really. Until recently,I was involved in two car accidents in two consecutive days. Horrid,I must say. However,it is a good thing that I am still okay.Situations could be a lot worst if only I drove just a wee bit faster. All I want now is to be healthy again,so I can go out. They said I might gone bonkers if I stay locked up for a long period of time. The father has always been nice to me.He couldn't stand seeing his daughter trapped in the house ,he's always been that way.Even when I am out there,far away from home,he always makes sure I don't study too hard and from time to time would check to see if I need anything or if I am doing okay. There were times I used to tell him how stressed out I am about everything,that he told me to go out with some friends and have fun and just be happy. Now that I stayed home often since I got sick,he would usually give me money just so I can go out with friends,but thing is I don't really need those from him. Sometimes when I am at the kitchen preparing dinner for the family,he would asked me if I'm okay today,and asked me what I'm cooking for the family today. Those little conversation that I never got when I was still a child. I figured,he is just trying to make up for everything he never did when my siblings and I were still young.I figured he want to be better,for the family. And I love him for that.Oh well,twenty-eight days shall pass and I will be back to college's life. Anyways, I've had heaps of lovely times since my holiday started last month.I spent a lot of my time with the little sister.She is like my bestest friend.She makes me feel better all the time,despite the fact that she always talks about silly unnecessary things, she always made me laugh. Thats the best part.  I can talk to her about anything,as she is capable of understanding me and able to give me advises that I needed to get through and rational solutions to help me get over my problems. The brother,has always been the protective one. I fancy messing around with him because he is like an older brother to me although he is my younger brother. He went out often,with his friends though.He's the type that is quick in noticing things,he is an observant,he don't talk a lot around people.When I was sad the other day,he offered his kindness and told me I should just be happy instead. And when my younger sister told the brother and I about her relationship problems,he offered advises,and never would he want his sisters to be fooled by man he said. Well,we don't usually hang out with our older sister though ,screw that,I am happy with my brother and little sister.My mom doesn't nag much anymore.She used to scream all the time when the house is in a complete mess. But now that we are able to sort out things around the house ourselves without having to depend on mom all the time to get a series of chores done around the house,that's when I noticed her days are a tad bit brighter and she is not pressured anymore.I had a few horrible situation lately,but I am lucky to have my friends and family.They are always there when I need them,heck they'd always be there even when I don't need them. Friends has always treated me like a baby ,since I am the youngest . They cared a lot and always makes sure no one could harm me,especially my guy friends. Those friends that I have,that would always offered to bring me out whenever I am down,are worth to keep. I just love these amazing crowd of my own. The usual and that's about it. I'd yap again some other time.