Of unshed tears& steel in my spine.

Remember,that time when you need someone to always look after you,to always pays attention to how you're doing.How that someone worries about you and how you are their first concern.Even before knowing your fears,he'd still glances at you  to make sure you are okay.  Tries to read you because he knows that even if you appears to be strong,you are terrified,and perhaps,that little glance is a way of comforting you.Of letting you know that he'd always there and you are not alone.

You played yourselves perfectly.But you are always terrified because you know you appear to be so vulnerable at the surface.Eyes filled with unshed tears,despite the steel in your spine that you have.

Everyone needs a little time to feel normal again,to feel loved again.

And so am I.