4TH.

Greetings. It is quite a rare occasion that I talk about me self in this blog these days. You may find piles of written thoughts poured out by yours truly lately,and not how I'm really doing. I'm doing good. It's my fourth semester in law school and I am embracing whatever comes after this. I look forward to the hectic weeks,well,gotta prepare for the worst yes? The recent semester break was really lovely.And now that I rested well,I figured it's high time that I proceed with the whole thing of being a better version of me,of taking myself to the next level. Like every other semester,this semester flew me to a brand new island. I found myself putting up boundaries,in a constant denial to let other people swim to my island .My point is,I found myself being extremely careful of people these days. Now,at this point in time,you will meet a lot of people,like a lot. And I tell you this,some of them are not meant to stay in the long haul,and you need to accept that,and it's okay to cut them off if they made it clear to you that they no longer belong in your life. I lost people along the way,because I am growing up,and I am fine. I still have an amazing crowd of my own,in which I treasure the most. Oh what would I do without them. Now,these people,belongs to my own little island. Anyways,moving on,when it comes to studying,I always wanted to do the best. Every efforts that I am giving away now are bricks that I am using one at a time to build my dream. I have big dreams,and I am scared of getting there. But one person told me once,if it doesn't scare you,the dream is not big enough. Let me just take a moment to inject positivity in me self for a moment, Lydiana Laura Micheal,you did it once,you can do it again. Moving on, I've been trying to cut down my caffeine intake per day. I vowed to myself to never have more than a cup of coffee per day.I deeply regret the decision I made the other day where I drank two cups, that one small mistake,and there you go,a bloody migraine. I'm still trying to not force myself to work too many long hours,to avoid any unnecessary pressure which could bring me to ruins. And like any other perfect story of a girl in achieving her dreams,comes obstacles. You can't really avoid problems,you know. Sometimes,the sun that shines on you may be darkened by a huge storm in the end of the day,we cannot avoid that. However,if we are lucky enough,we won't get affected too much and to still bring our sanity to restitution after all those heart-wrecking storms.

So,keep still darlings,better days are coming.