to whom it may concern

This has been the best one week holiday I had so far. You know,I treasure those simple moments. Those evening walks,those laughter I shared with the loved one. When we went out,he gave me so much to remember. I might be ridiculous but all I can think about is him. No this is not just love. I love him but what made me feel so happy being around him is that he constantly inspired me. Somehow,between our small talks,between those laughter,between those goofy expressions he made,between those serious talks,those moments when he showed me how much he cared for me,between those beautiful moments he gave me, I fell in love more. I am loving this old-fashioned way. You know,it feels wonderful to finally find a guy who talks to me,like actually want to talk to me. He would asked me how my day was,have I took my meals,hows my family doing,hows my little sister,hows my studies.And this guy,he is giving me the best times of my life everytime I am with him. He left me speechless most of the time. He taught me a lot of things. Simple things from how to finish my meals or veges to things like how to take perfect photos. I love that. There’s sort of a deep serenity in the way his words are expressed, held, or molded to perfectly identify the feeling from the pits of his soul. He constructed his words so perfectly depict his inner most feelings.I treasure that.I sometimes,stared at him and it immediately made me smile,He did not do anything,nothing at all,but he made me smile . He often talked about life,in which I love so much,and the way he looked me in the eyes,he made me feel real.I don't want this to stop.He loves taking photos. And if someone came out and saw him standing in the shadows taking pictures of the sky or anything,in that moment I'm sure they would've thought he's weird.But I admire his passion.He is someone who wants to go outside and want to live,like actually live. Even if it is for just a breath of fresh air. He took me out to the library,to the park or to anywhere ,and made me feel like I am living.He would never go for expensive dates,because I don't do that. I treasured these simple moments. It's the little,simple moments that leave the biggest impact on our memories and lives in the end. And that is what he is giving me,those simple moments.He always makes sure I won't be missing out on simpler things. There are so many amazing things to see and discover in this place, but it is the simple pleasures that he enjoyed the most. When he took me out to the park the other day,in which I don't usually do,I watched as people passed by. I paid attention to what was going on around me. I glanced up at the sky and smiled a bit at the feel of the warmth from the mid day sun on my face.I realised I am free,at that moment. He allowed me to taste that freedom,to crawl out of my cave and just breathe.I knew those moments wouldn't last forever,but he taught me to enjoy every minute of it while it lasted. 

I used to enjoy some quiet time alone before I met him,but he made me see that sharing those moments with someone that I love means so much more.When I was alone,there are no words to describe the sentiments that imprison my thoughts every single waking moments.No description suffices either the beauty or the pain that is causing an ongoing struggle from within. There is nothing to describe the emptiness inside. Too much to describe the flurry of emotions floating inside my gut. But I was okay on my own,I was.
I made peace with myself a long time ago,when I decided to wanders alone,but I always hoped that I would be found.

And look, he found me.