amour propre

When she finally stops trying ,you’ll know. You will notice the change in her voice, just like she noticed earlier before how your voice changed when you talked to her. When she stops trying, you will noticed that her eyes has no longer lights up everytime you are in front of her. Just like those days when you looked at her ,your eyes showing a dim light. When she starts complaining, darling don’t you blame her. Because she just needs you to comfort her. And when she starts running to you telling you that she wants to avoid everyone because the world has let her down, be glad because she choose to still stick with you. When she starts being quiet around you ,I hope you notice how that silence shows you how much she is breaking inside. When the girl who you love so much ignored you in front of her friends ,remember back those days when you overlooked her presence in front of your friends. And when she starts telling you that she feels so insecure being around other girls,remember back those days when you put those girls on your front page.When she stop talking to you , remember back those days when you didn’t listened to her stories. And remember back those times when she was so excited for something,you cut her off and left her feeling all dejected. Remember back those days when you did not allow her to try something new and you left her feeling de-motivated. Remember those days when you left her waiting for the whole day ,only saying sorry at the end of the day and do it again every other day.They said,when she stops trying,you will know.